
evening all.
it's 1:48 here, and early evening for you there.
i'm tired and yet this is the only time this week that i have had for just, me.
life lately, exspecially this week, has been filled with simple and deep stresses and tasks. i am constantly multi-tasking everything or cramming a whole bunch into a day, or an hour or less.
in retrospeckt
Today: still awake, know josef is sound asleep in the room next to me. set my status on facebook. uploaded 60+ pics to photobucket for a school slideshow. did my newsletter and plan for next week. met with michael luik to talk about coreographing for an E.A. Poe multimedia/theater production with josef. watched GC. edited some more. ate at mario & lino with jenna, and misty. edited some super great senior pics of session i had on tuesday. listened and feel asleep to the deepness of josef's voice reading me 'the fall of the house of usher'. ate breakfast that josef made. took a shower. woke up.
Yesterday: slept. ate dinner. came home. got off work. worked. did some prep at work. went to work. woke up.
Thursday: slept. exhausted. ate 4 cubes of a chocolate bar on the train laying of josef's arm. was unsuccessful at shoe shopping, and clothing shopping for the both of us. payed 15 euros for 4 passport photos. restocked our EMPTY, EMPTY fridge/freezer/cabinants. went to aldi, dm, and ihr platz to get the last of the nessesities. went to plus for milk, meat, eggs, etc. cleaned up the bathroom a bit. cleaned the EMPTY fridge. got ready. woke up.
Wednesday: slept. ate dinner. came home. got off work. worked. did some prep at work. got paid. went to work. woke up.
Tuesday: slept. ate dinner. went and saw 'the time traveler's wife'. ate an organic burger. went to a thrift store. had a milk shake at mcD's. edited a bit. spent much needed time with my handsome one. had a senior portrait session. got ready. woke up.
Monday: slept. ate dinner. came home. got off work. worked. did some prep at work. went to work. woke up.
Sunday: slept. read intro to the BofM, the testimony of the 3, the 8, and Josef Smith with josef. spent the late evening with josef. josef finally got home. ate chicken curry. made chicken curry. waited for josef. came home from church. sung in church chior. lead primary singing time. sacrament meeting. rode s-bahn to church by myself. got ready. woke up. said goodbye to josef as he went off early in the morning to vocalis practice. slept.
Now: it's now 2:18 and i'm just torturing myself. I haven't been up this late in months. I now have heart burn and have been trying to ignore my stomache that cannot seem to get full. for the last two days it's been hungry ALL THE TIME. before, during, and after i eat. it's unbearable. well, i've done it. i've written. i've posted. i've finished my tasks.
and now...
i will..
.
.
crash.
(right after i link the pictures)

gute nacht.